Tuesday, March 18, 2008

A Week In The LIfe Of This Filmmaker

March 6th through Sunday, March 16th, 2008

All right, so it's longer than a week. You should know by now that I rarely follow the rules - especially the ones I set for myself. In any case, I felt the need to reach back to Thursday to include HD Expo. Also, it was simply a busy 11 filmmaking days and I wanted to get it all in. What I'm highlighting are activities/events/moments beyond my usual routine of doing various and sundry FA activities, fund-raising (for FA, 5 Minute Film School and film projects), correspondence with filmmakers, development of projects, finishing of other projects and hanging out with my dog, Yatahey.

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Thursday - Manned our table at HD Expo. It is essentially a small, but organized, professionally-run trade show at the Beverly Hils Hilton dealing with all things HD. Companies setup small booths to demonstrate their HD wares to the filmmaking public. And, by filmmaking, I use that in the broadest sense to include corporate video clients, game-showers, reality-show producers, etc. It's like a mini, focused NAB. We had a lot attention at our booth but it was mostly from an over-abundance of FA volunteers. Still, enough people drifted by to fill out a few pages of our sign-up sheet. Tough to know, however, who will really bring something to FA. Will they bring vibrancy to our filmmaking community? Will they bring a professional work ethic? Will they bring creative vision? Or will they simply bring a grip truck full of neurotic tics, needy questions and never-to-be-fulfilled fantasies?.....Only time will tell.

I like checking out the new technology, but discussions of workflow and codec make my head swim. I like to know what is possible and that's about it. Fact is, there has been accessible technology to make great-looking films for quite awhile, now. They're just making it better and cheaper. As I often say, in the end, it's not the technology but the ideas that will distinguish us as filmmakers.

Friday - Did a lot, but can hardly remember it in the face of a very strange phone call I got from a former FA member-turned escort-turned porn actress-turned screenwriter (ala stripper-turned-screenwriter and flavor-of-the-month Diablo Cody). She needs help with her script and wanted me to hook her up with my pal Sean Hood, who she remembers to be a talented writer (and she's right). Before I could respond, she was offering me all kinds of XXX action if I engineer the hook-up with Sean. She assured me that as a porn performer she's tested regularly and offered a web address so that I could see her in all her glory. What?! This sorta thing doesn't happen often and kinda throws one for a loop. I begged off her generous offer, of course, but couldn't help thinking about what an extreme example this was of the numerous daily intersections of sex and commerce that exist in the film industry.

Saturday - Hammered out a proposal for one of our FA sponsors. Actually, it is a follow-up to the original proposal with details about the size of our community and the amount of anticipated exposure they'll receive through FA and 5 Minute Film School. If you ever find yourself in a position to solicit sponsorship or even investorship, it is NEVER enough to just have a good idea. You have to clearly express how this good idea will benefit your intended contributor's goals/interests. To do that, you have to have clarity about what those goals and interests are. And you also have to be specific about how you will achieve those goals and interests. Earnest promises are empty without a clear plan of accomplishment.

Sunday - Got up early to open up the FA office for a young filmmaker from Palo Alto who is casting his new film here in L.A. And when I say young, I mean young. He's a sophomore in high school and came with his Dad. But he's clearly a very smart kid and serious about his work. With a kid that young, you don't expect the work to be too deep or complex (that will evolve), but you hope for originality. For a kid that young to be making films at the level he is making them is pretty amazing, but the ambition that drives the effort and the one that drives originality are very different.

Monday - A great screening at our Echo Park Film Center - our friends and partners in collective/community filmmaking. It is such a great space and has such great energy that it almost doesn't matter what we show there for it to be a great night. But the work, as always, was compellingly eclectic. And the discussions afterward were very inspiring and invigorating. We show mostly FA films, but also present films we like by L.A.-based filmmakers. This time, we showed Ari Gold's short from 2000 "Helicopter". Great film. Curious to see his first feature, "Adventures in Power" which just screened at the 2008 Sundance Film Festival.

Tuesday - I have a friend who's a very accomplished, talented artist who wants to do an archive piece of her current exhibition. But she wants to do it in a very expressive, subjective fashion so that it communicates the true energy of exhibition. Because, sadly, filmmakers are often involved with so much that has nothing to do with true creativity, a project like this is very exciting. So, I'm helping out and rounded up a handful of D.P.s for her to meet with. As I thought, they all responded the same way I did - with excitment and enthusiasm.

Wednesday - Went to Van Nuys, where the production office is for "The Revenant", the feature we are producing in April (keeps getting moved back, but this should be firm now that we are fully cast). Had to have a roll-up-your-sleeves discussion about the script and budget with the director/writer/producer, Kerry. He comically/cynically called it an intervention. He's a funny guy, but not entirely joking - or wrong. But when someone has such a clear and grand vision - a vision you truly want to support - you are ultimately faced with the realities attached to realizing that vision with the resources we have available. Kerry has been great about it all, but it's still a tough place for all involved because a true creative being does not want to compromise one bit on their vision. And as a supportive producer, you don't want them to compromise at all. But you want to make sure you can make the film. So, this is where the rubber meets the road. Where the dreams MUST become reality - real numbers, real deals, real days, real locations, real resources, etc. Kerry decides to look at cutting some things, but doesn't feel too good about it. I don't blame him, but I don't see another choice unless some last minute funding shows up.

Thursday - Had dinner with Paul Bales, formerly head of SAGIndie, now working with The Asylum. He's a great guy - among the "industry" people with whom I've worked that I really like and respect. The Asylum is a Roger Corman-esque studio that cranks out straight-to-video films with staggeringly low budgets. I thought we had it down at FA, but how they do it is nothing short of magic. Some of the titles are hilarious as the latest trend is to ride in the wake of high profile studio films with no-budget fare - sorta like they do in porn - with titles like "War of the Worlds 2: The Next Wave". But could be a great place for an up-n'-comer to cut their teeth on a feature. Maybe slip in some really creative stuff. Look what it did for the numerous Corman-ites.

Friday - Big call with a partner/investor in our for-profit company, FA Productions. He's unafraid to risk his own money, but we need far more than he can handle. So, he's busy trying to round up a big chunk of money for a slate of films/projects. But right now, we are facing one of the worst economic crises we've faced in a long time, about which I would be completely oblivious if not for hearing it from his perspective. In the short term, it makes investors a bit panicky and, therefore, conservative. But we're hoping that it all actually works in our favor as media is a bit recession-proof. In fact, it is where people go when they are completely bummed out by economic woes.

Saturday - Filmmaking-wise, tried not to do a damn thing. Needed a day to clear my head and do nothing. Almost succeeded. Still answered a bunch of work emails and further sketched out a new short.

Sunday - Our sponsors, Canon, did another HD Camera Training at the FA office. This was the first one I attended. And although I was busy managing it and doing other work, I checked in often and enjoyed listening to all that the camera can do. From my slightly removed perspective, I couldn't help but appreciate how far cameras have come and what amazing tools they've become - in a way that is more difficult for me to do at trade shows, where I am just blitzed by information overload. I still tune out when it comes to really techy stuff, but I did get an idea of what's capable. And it's plenty. From a camera perspective, no excuses not to be making a film.

I was heartened to see a good turnout for the training. It's good for us that people understand how to use their filmmaking tools. But the sense of community a nice turnout creates it is even more important. It was a fitting end to a dynamic 11 days and filled me with a sense of gratitude for, and appreciation of, the filmmaking life I've worked hard to create, but I am, nonetheless, fortunate to lead.

Thursday, March 13, 2008

Live It Up and Write It Down

My life is like a bad t.v. movie. I want to turn it off, but I'm too curious about how it's all going to end. - A friend who wishes to remain anonymous

I don't know why I love that quote, but it always makes me laugh. However, I guarantee that friend's life, although truly bad, is far more interesting than a bad t.v. movie. Because it is fully-lived and authentic.

Filmmakers, especially beginning filmmakers, are notoriously film-referential. Meaning, their stories, conflicts, special moments, visual techniques, etc. are drawn from other films. Or, perhaps worse, their films reference their limited life experiences and awarenesses. I simply cannot watch another first-time filmmaker's film about filmmaking. And so-called "successful" filmmakers are no better, they just have the resources to borrow from the life experiences or artistic perspective of others. They also have the resources and/or are more skilled at warming up tired stories and archetypes with cutting-edge stylistic flourishes.

That's why I am often drawn to the work of a different breed of first-time filmmakers - the ones who aren't so obsessed with movies that they have nothing more to add to their filmmaking than low-grade mimicry. There are many poets, artists, photographers, authors, teachers, lawyers, bricklayers and more who are more compelled to express a unique and personal vision than they are simply in love with the idea of making a movie. Cinema just happens to be the medium that best expresses that vision. Their work may lack the technical polish or mastery of craft that you see in the work of experienced filmmakers, but they have two things that no amount of resources and no level of expertise can ever hope to achieve - originality and soul.

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In a previous blog, I explored the development of original ideas. And I've often championed the power of poetic logic and the concept of the crucial oddity. Although these things are often birthed by something within us that defies definition, they are almost always nurtured by life experience. The genesis of imagination is every bit as mysterious as the genesis of universal existence, but like the universe itself, there is definitely something that fuels imagination's expansion and evolution. And that is, quite simply, life experience.

Now, I've certainly met people who have such deep and expansive imaginations or such unbelievable sensitivity (or both) that just a small bit of experience - or a lot of reading - takes them a long way in developing original ideas and concepts. But that is not the case with most of us. Most of us need to go out and see things, smell things, touch things and most importantly FEEL things. We need to unleash our curiosity, unfurl our antennae, unbridle our sensitivity and uncensor our obsessions.

But we do not do these things without reflection. That is the challenge of any artist/filmmaker - to simultaneously feel/experience things deeply while at the same time allowing oneself to observe them, drinking in sensual, pyschological and emotional details. And that's not so easy without either getting completely "lost" in these experiences or, by contrast, being unable to fully invest in them. That's why I tell people to live it up, then write it down when you have the chance. Journaling is a great way to catalog life experiences and impressions. Let things happen, then when you have a reasonable chance, record it in a journal. And that journal doesn't have to be a pad of paper. It can be an audio journal or a video journal. Writing works best for me, but whatever works best for you will do the trick.

However, there are a couple of things to keep in mind. Let go of the idea that you need to catch it all. It is impossible to catalog every great thought, moment, idea or feeling that may pass through your body. If you are able to do that, then I guarantee you are journaling way too much (and thus not fully invested in your life). Whatever you manage to capture will be more than enough to work with in your films. Don't obsess on what you forgot, focus on what you have. And, anyway, if anything is worth applying to or being in your film, it will return to you...again and again.

Secondly, don't create a judgment about how you journal. It may be like a diary or blog. It may be like a newspaper report. It may just be snatches of imagery or ideas. It may be poetry or a song. It can be newspaper/magazine clippings or it may be small creative projects like a photo collage or video art. Everybody expresses themselves differently and journaling is a form of creativity in itself. However, don't turn it into such a "project" that you then stop yourself from doing it regularly.

I often journal with intention. Meaning, I will have a germ of an idea that sprang from who-the-heck-knows-where, then I will pull things from the world around me that may (or may not) be relevant to that idea. And I will pull them down by writing in a journal, clipping out articles, noting news reports, marking passages in books, taking photos, downloading images - all sorts of stuff. When I do this, connecting events and images to meanings and story then, for me, becomes an organic process. As I begin to develop the idea, all of this material naturally finds its way in or out of the idea - expanding, defining and deepening it.

Not incidentally, this kind of work also helps to clarify for yourself who you are as an artist/filmmaker. The types of ideas and images that constantly re-appear for you - or about which you are openly obsessed - will tell you a lot about who you are creatively and help sharpen your artistic focus and over-all vision.

And the good news is that if you never make a single f***ing film, you will, at the very least, have lived a life. And the journaling may simply help you understand and/or appreciate it. So live it up and write it down! And in the process, allow yourself to truly experience this crazy world into which we have all mysteriously appeared and, from which, we shall, just as mysteriously, disappear someday. My goal - which my ego demands - is to leave behind a legacy of films that will enrich the mysterious journey of the lives I am now sharing and the ones I'll leave in my wake.

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

Free Canon HD Camera Training at Filmmakers Alliance

Event: Free Canon HD Camera Demonstration

www.socializr.com/event/409653403
Hosted by: Filmmakers Alliance
When: Mar 16, 2008, 6:00 PM
Location: FA Offices

1030 W. Hillcrest Blvd., Inglewood, CA

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Sorry for the vacation...

Haven't posted in over two weeks. So Sorry. Life n' stuff. I'll catch everyone up tomorrow as well as summarize some things I've learned during this hectic time.

In the meantime, I leave you with this bit of video. It was posted by my friend Sean Hood on our Cinema Lovers Unite! facebook page. He says you can learn as much from bad acting/filmmaking as good. That may be, but all I think I learned from this is that every time I see it, I can't stop laughing.

Monday, February 25, 2008

RED Camera Workflow

Here's a good case study article on the workflow for indies with the RED camera posted on the Studio Daily website.

Click HERE to read it.

Best,
J.

Saturday, February 23, 2008

Web Movies Show Why DVDs Sell

Interesting article for filmmakers in the NY Times. Check it out.

WEB MOVIES SHOW WHY DVDs SELL
Published: February 21, 2008

Ten days ago, Netflix announced that it would abandon HD DVD, Toshiba's entry in the high-definition DVD format war. Six days ago, Wal-Mart dropped HD DVD, too. Then two days ago, Toshiba surrendered, marking the end of the most pointless format war since Betamax-VHS.

Man, if they have Friday beer bashes over at Toshiba, this week's will be a real downer.

Why did so many companies dump HD DVD so fast? Intriguingly, one often-cited reason is the approaching era of Internet movie downloads. The logic goes like this: as long as there's a format war, consumers won't buy DVD players of either type. By settling on a single format - it doesn't really matter which one - the movie and electronics industries can at least start milking the remaining years of the DVD's life.

In fact, though, the Internet movie download era is more distant than pundits think, for four colossal reasons.

First, downloadable movies require high-speed Internet connections - and only about half of American households have them. That number won't change much for years.

Second, downloaded movies don't include the director's commentaries, deleted scenes, alternate endings, alternate language soundtracks or other DVD goodies. It's just not as rich an experience.

Third, movie downloads don't deliver the audio and video quality of DVD discs - even standard-def ones. Internet movies are compressed to download faster, which affects picture quality, and offer older, more compressed audio soundtracks than modern DVDs. (Check out the astounding quality-comparison photos at http://tinyurl.com/3e488m for details.)

Finally, today's movie-download services bear the greasy policy fingerprints of the movie studio executives - and when it comes to the new age of digital movies, these people are not, ahem, known for their vision.

For example, no matter which movie-download service you choose, you'll find yourself facing the same confusing, ridiculous time limits for viewing. You have to start watching the movie you've rented within 30 days, and once you start, you have to finish it within 24 hours.

Where's the logic? They've got your money, so why should they care if you start watching on the 30th day or the 31st?

Then there is the 24-hour limit. Suppose you typically do not start a movie until 7:30 p.m., after dinner and the homework have been put away. If you do not have time to finish the movie in one sitting, you cannot resume at 7:30 tomorrow night; at that point, the download will have self-destructed.

What would the studios lose by offering a 27-hour rental period? Or three days, or even a week? Nothing. In fact, they'd attract millions more customers. (At the very least, instead of just deleting itself, the movie should say: "Would you like another 24-hour period for an additional $1?")

Then there's the fact that to protect their cash cows, most studios don't release their movies on the Internet until a month after they've been available on DVD.

Despite these limitations, plenty of companies are staking out property on the digital-download frontier. Some deliver movies to your computer screen, which will never appeal to anybody but nerds; virtually nobody gathers the family 'round the old Dell on movie night.

Several boxes, however, deliver movies straight to your TV, usually for $3 to $5 each. Here are their report cards.

Apple TV ($230). Thanks to a free software upgrade, Apple's sleek little box has taken on a whole new life. It now connects directly to the iTunes store - no computer needed. Movies are stored on the Apple TV's internal hard drive.

Standard-def movies begin to play only a few seconds after you've selected them; you watch the beginning while the rest is downloading. High-def movies take several minutes to begin playing.

In a couple of years, Apple TV may be the box to beat. The movie store is fun to navigate, picture quality is high and wireless networking is built-in, unlike its rivals. You can buy episodes from any of 650 TV series on demand (usually $2 an episode, no ads), which its competitors can't touch. Finally, of course, the Apple TV does a lot of other stuff; it can display all the music, pictures and movies from your Mac or PC and play podcasts and videos from the Web.

But the Apple TV movie store's shelves look a little bare. Fewer than 1,000 movies are available, and only 100 are in high definition; compare with the 90,000 titles offered by Netflix on DVD, 900 in high-def. (Apple points out that its store's music catalog started out tiny, too - 200,000 songs, compared with 6 million today.) There are some silly bugs in the debut software, too.

Instant gratification: A-. Selection: D. Overall movie joy: B.

TiVo/Amazon Unbox ($100 and up, plus monthly fee). Here's another box whose original purpose was something other than movie downloads. But among its blossoming portfolio of video features, TiVo lets you rent or buy movies downloaded from Amazon.com's Unbox service.

At least you no longer have to order these movies at Amazon.com (although you can, using your Mac or PC, if you prefer to type movie titles with a real keyboard instead of fussing with on-screen alphabets). You can do the whole transaction right from the couch.

Show time is not instantaneous, either; on high-def TiVos, you can't start watching until 10 minutes after you order, and on older models, you have to wait for the whole movie to download (1 to 5 hours). Selection is still slim: 3,200 movies are available to rent; 4,700 available to buy. None are in high definition.

Instant gratification: B-. Selection: C. Overall movie joy: B-.

Xbox 360 ($350 and up). Yet again, here's a box whose movie service isn't the primary attraction (here, it's games). In this case, though, the movie thing isn't just secondary - it's way, way down the list.

You have to watch movies within 14 days, not 30. The remote control isn't designed for video playback. You pay using a confusing system of Microsoft "points," which you must buy in $5 increments. And although there are plenty of TV shows available, only 300 movies are in the catalog at any given time, about half in high definition.

Instant gratification: A-. Selection: D. Overall movie joy: D.

Vudu ($300). This compact black box comes loaded with the beginnings of 5,000 movies. When you rent or buy one, therefore, playback begins instantly. About 20 new movies arrive on the box each week, pushing older ones off the 250-gigabyte hard drive.

Vudu is the only dedicated movie box . The interface is pure and clean, picture quality is tops and the remote has only four buttons (plus a terrific scroll wheel).

On the downside, many of those 5,000 movies are pure direct-to-video dreck (anyone for "San Franpsycho" tonight?). Confusingly, movies on the list come and go according to Vudu's deals with the studios. And you need a pretty fast connection; basic DSL subscribers need not apply.

Instant gratification: A. Selection: B+. Overall movie joy: B+.

When competing with the humble DVD, Internet movie boxes do poorly on price, selection and viewing flexibility (that is, how much time you have to watch). Their sole DVD-smashing feature is the convenience; you get the movie right now.

Meanwhile, other sources of instant movie gratification are emerging. Comcast, the nation's largest cable TV company, offers 1,000 on-demand movies each month, many of them free; by year's end, it intends to increase that number to 6,000 (half in high-def) - and you don't have to buy a special box.

The point is that the whole Internet-movies thing is still in its fumbling, bumbling infancy; someday, we'll look at these limited-selection, limited-time services and laugh.

In the meantime, congratulations to Blu-ray, the winning next-generation DVD format. Clearly, spinning silver discs will remain the dominant movie-delivery method for years to come.

This article has been revised to reflect the following correction:

Correction: February 22, 2008
The State of the Art column in Business Day on Thursday, about movie downloading, referred incorrectly in some editions to a feature of the TiVo digital recording device that lets users rent or buy movies from Amazon. The movies can be ordered and downloaded through TiVo; it is not necessary to order the movies from Amazon.com using a personal computer.

Thursday, February 21, 2008

A Week In The Life Of This Filmmaker - Week 7

I don't know how hardcore bloggers do it. I admit that I can't keep up. I started out calling it "A Day In The Life Of This Filmmaker". Now, it's "A Week In The Life..." But chronicling my day once a week proved just too time-consuming. Nor was it all that fun for me. I got bored with myself. I absolutely love exercising Yatahey, but it's not so interesting to talk about. I'd bet some of you agree.

So, I'll pick a week once a month. This way, I can just point out the filmmaking-relevant activities each day and, therefore, more precisely continue to paint a picture for other filmmakers of how I maintain and manage a filmmaker's life.

Sunday, February 10th to Saturday February 16th, 2008

Sunday -
The Filmmakers Alliance Meeting - Wow. It was packed. We did a seminar by Marc Rosenbush who does the Internet Marketing For Filmmakers course. That's the self-empowering future for us filmmakers. And technical problems aside, the seminar went great. Afterward, Marc, his business partner, Fred Kramer from Withoutabox and I all went out to dinner and strategized about how to best support filmmakers through distribution. It was very exciting and inspiring and I got back just in time for the end of the FA meeting. Well, in time for the reception that ends each meeting. Just in time to party. That's me.

Monday -
Working regularly in the FA office. Ridiculous amount of emails to send and return. Mostly around sponsorship for 5 Minute Film School. Started drafting part 2 of the FA Fundraising letter. According to marketing wisdom, gotta send out 3-5 of them to get people to pay attention. Personally, I find it incredibly annoying to receive 3-5 missives about anything. But if people marketed to people like me, they wouldn't make much money. So, I'll follow the plan because it seems to work with "normal" people.

Tuesday
- Morning writing session. I think I mentioned it before. Twice a week, I get up to meet Sean, Amanda and Cain (Tuesdays only) at 6 a.m. at a coffee shop to write. Tuesday on one side of town and Thursday on the other. We aren't writing anything together. Just motivating each other to write our individual pieces.

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Only lately, I've been writing all kinds of other stuff - this blog, an e-book, business proposals, emails, etc. There's been a real need to focus on income generation for all of my various activities, so the creative stuff has had to take a back seat. But there is something else. I feel creatively dry. I've not only been avoiding the creative stuff, it also just isn't coming. And, it's finally starting to get to me. It's been over 2 years since I made my last film, the short "Transaction". I'm starting to feel more like a businessman than a filmmaker. But in the shower this morning, my mind starts drifting toward all kinds of story ideas - a profusion of them bursting out of my head faster than I can acknowledge them. I write down everything I can remember immediately after the shower. This is a good sign. I feel like I've had a successful day already and the other bullshit work I have to do seems almost pleasant.

Wednesday - Met with my friend, Linda Miller (who also produced my feature, "The Dogwalker"), for lunch. She's Vice-President of Physical Production at Yari Film Group. Actually, because there's no President, she heads up Physical Production. We discussed how our company, FA Productions, might jump into doing bigger-budgeted films for YFG. Linda had some great ideas and made the proper introductions for me. I'm confident we'll find something to do with them. Am I selling out? Yes, a bit I guess. But I liken it to Orson Welles's acting career (sheesh, now I'm comparing myself to Orson Welles...oh, lordy). He sometimes did ridiculous acting gigs because it gave him the financial freedom to pursue his other creative passions - most notably his directing work. For me, producing is a day job. It's not that I don't care at all about what I produce - it cannot be spiritually objectionable to me - I just don't have to have the same kind of burning passion for the material that I would need to have if I were directing it. Of course, I ideally would ONLY produce films for which I had that burning passion. But those don't come along so often. Anyway, since putting a film together is such a nasty b****, why hustle and scrape to do itty bitty films when I can do the same hustling and scraping to do films that will earn me much more per film? Of course, I will still want to do some of those itty bitty films because they will sometimes fill me with burning passion. But that is not all I have to do. There, I've convinced myself I'm not a complete sell-out. Prove to me I'm wrong.

Thursday - Back in the office, suddenly feeling pressure to finish addressing paperwork issues on both "Within" and "Midnight Movie". The films were produced through Bigfoot Entertainment, which is a privately held company but operates like a small studio. Independent filmmakers are not known for their anal-retentiveness when it comes to paperwork (although there are plenty of exceptions). But it is important to a small studio. So, we've had to clean up a ton of loose ends over the last few months. It's daunting because all of the producers, including myself, have to contend with tons of other distractions - like making a living. Granted, it should have been done right the first time. And dealing with it now, I'm really sorry it wasn't. Lesson learned. Anyway, I dig into it again. Ever so slowly clearing the weeds....

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Also, I meet with one of our new investors for FA Productions. Things are moving forward. That's all I'll say for now. All good.

Friday - Follow-up call Friday. I often reserve Friday for making a furious blitz of follow up phone calls. You just can't depend on email alone when trying to connect with people. Been trying to hook up with the YouTube folk to pitch them on one of my film-related, but non-filmmaking, projects - 5 Minute Film School. They are harder to get hold of than major celebrities. That's because they've cloaked themselves in privacy the same way, but don't have agents and managers to act as their representatives. Even though we've been already been pledged a massive bit of support (which I cannot yet discuss), we still need key sponsors and resource partners. And YouTube is perfect partnership fit for 5MFS. I'll eventually get them, though. When that obsessive, feverish determination grabs me, I rarely can be stopped.

Saturday - More emails. More proposals. All the stuff I need to do that doesn't require being done during business hours. I also have time to contemplate things, a bit. Life has been challenging for me over the past year in ways I don't wish on anyone. You'd think that would be fodder for creativity, but it hasn't been. Too painfully distracting. Or maybe it is fodder, but only now that I've had time to process it, now that I feel I'm turning a corner a bit. I tinker with my ideas for new films. I feel creative juices starting to flow, again. That feels good....

Thursday, February 14, 2008

The Birth of Ideas

"Some men look at things as they are and ask 'why?'; others dream of things that never were and ask 'why not?'". - George Bernard Shaw

Then again, some filmmakers look at things as we've seen them a bezillion times and ask, "why do I have to come up with something different"?

I get truly disheartened going to films and being fed the same old stale piece of bread. Sometimes it has butter on it, sometimes cheese, sometimes peanut butter, sometimes jam (even various kinds of jam)....but underneath it all is still a stale old piece of bread. I sort of expect it with studio films, which are, for the most part, the Wonder Bread of cinema. But now, I see it with so-called indies.

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And that lack of freshness and lack of inspiriation can often be found not just in the story and various hackneyed "plot points" - but also in the characters, the dynamics between them, the composition, the lighting, color, camera moves, etc.

Unfortunately too many filmmakers steal their ideas from other films. Don't get me wrong. I think steeping yourself in great filmmaking is essential to understanding the possibilities of cinema. It's said (apocryphally, I'm sure) that Orson Welles watched John Ford's "Stagecoach" something like 35 times before he made "Citizen Kane". But I doubt you'll ever confuse the two films. Cinema is like any other language. You learn it so you can express yourself in your own unique voice. At least, that is the idea, from my perspective. Yet, too many filmmakers utilize only small portions of the languange and repeat it ad nauseum - becoming nothing more than parrots, sitting in their gilded cages spitting out films that say "Polly wants a cracker" (actually, your money) until you are numb and, ultimately, compliant.

Sure, anybody can bitch about mediocrity. But how easy is it to come up with new ideas and points of view? Where do we find them? Well, our imaginations, of course. And if you don't have imagination, you shouldn't be making films. Or creating anything new, really. Of course, if this were true, we'd be putting an entire "industry" out of work. But it's not enough to have an imagination. Something needs to spring forth from it and be translated into a film. This is where maternal instincts are important for developing fresh ideas. Because they are like babies. They can be born or adopted. But they need to be nurtured and made your own. So, when ideas, thoughts, fantasies, possiblities or anything of the sort spring into your head, apply some basic principals of motherhood to them.

- Any father is a good father. In the wild, if a male of the species reaches the point where he can impregnate a female, he has already proven his evolutionary worthiness. If an idea has made it to your consciousness, it has already proven its worth. Don't question where ideas come from. Just be thankful they exist.

- Do not use contraception. Meaning, allow for your thoughts to become fertilized. Don't stop yourself from thinking...well, anything. It doesn't mean you're a pervert or a freak. Well, maybe you are, but that can work to your advantage if you express that energy cinematically as opposed to in any other way.

- Allow them to come full term. Don't censor your ideas and thoughts. Let them develop fully. Let them shape themselves. Let them mutate, if necessary. The good thing about ideas (as opposed to real babies) is that the more twisted and fucked up they are, the better.

- Nourish them. When you get a germ of an idea, feed it with possibilities. Add other elements to it. Put it in different contexts. Color, shade, and shape it. See it in reverse. Imagine its opposite.

- Do not judge them. Whether you are birthing or adopting an idea, do not judge it. You must love your ideas unconditionally in their formative moments. No idea is a bad idea. Let yourself nurture its potential so that you can appreciate it in a fully realized state.

- Protect them until they can protect themselves. Although it is important to share ideas and open them up to feedback/criticism, avoid doing it too early. Make sure the idea is clear in your head - that it is fully what it needs to be - before allowing it to experience the vicissitudes of creative evolution.

- Allow them to define themselves. Let them grow into the unique and distinct ideas that they can become. Too much controlling influence will homogenize and sterilize them. If an idea seems to be taking you down an unanticipated road, go along for the ride for awhile. There's always the chance you may wind up in an unexpectedly better place than the one you had pre-determined for yourself.

- Know when to kill your babies. Harsh metaphor, I know. But a popular one in the writing world and sickeningly appropriate for this post. But it is important to accept that when all is said and done, your idea may not work for you. Don't let it go too early, but don't hang on too long, either. There's no hard and fast rule for knowing when you reach the right point. You just have to be aware that you are banging your head against the wall and, eventually, you will organically know when it is time to put the idea up for adoption. Or snuff it out completely.

But before that ugly decision faces you, open yourself up to new ideas and fresh perspectives, then embrace, love and nurture them no matter how odd they may feel to you. In fact, especially if they feel odd to you. Because any great film has, at its core, a crucial oddity....and uses cinema to express that oddity as art.